nicky_the_scene_cupcake's Xanga

Lonely

Thu, 01 Oct 2009 05:38:22 GMT

http://www.animeyume.com/chobits/chobook.html

Inspired by La Lingerie (movie).

Thu, 01 Oct 2009 05:17:16 GMT

No words to say I love you, no words to say I care,
no words to let you tell the truth, no words to make you dare.
No words to say I love you and that my love is true,
no words to vows un-answered, no voice to say I do.
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All alone [she] turns to stone while holding [her] breath half to death,
terrified of what's inside, to save her life, she crawls like a worm from a bird...

The lining is silver

Fri, 26 Jun 2009 01:58:15 GMT

The lining is silver, praise God. Even from bad he brings good. Change me, Oh Lord, so that I appreciate the little silver linings a whole deal more.

Dance at the Discotheque.

Tue, 02 Jun 2009 23:23:26 GMT

Vanessa, the psycho killer, entered the discotheque in a vibrant dance costume. She stepped onto the floor and everyone stopped and backed off. The spotlight spun onto her. She started to dance, one by one people would come on and challenge her, only to find themselves out matched. One young man walked on, his long black scene hair hiding his face. They started dancing, he kept up, Vanessa was shocked.
"Who are you," she asked him.
He moved his hair out of his face and she almost screamed in terror. The young man was Doctor Disco. The only man who could possibly keep up with her.
"What are you doing to these men who keep landing in my hospital," he asked her, "I know they've been dancing with you."
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A list of personal guidelines

Fri, 15 May 2009 12:14:10 GMT

Can't hurt right?

1. I am not dating all of this year, I am not "single" until April 2nd of 2010.
2. I am not dating one on one, I am group dating or courting.
3. I belong to only the guy who proposes.
4. I won't kiss until after the proposal and even then only a peck on the lips.
5. Holding hands is the farthest I go.

- I promise to remain genuine. What you see is what you get, if you don't like it, then move on and find someone else.

- My language of love is Conversational Quality time. Unfortunately, I can be a babbling brook versus a dead sea.

- I promise to do my best to never compare one guy to another, it's a horrible habit that's hurtful.

- I promise to do my best to keep God my primary focus in life. :]

Single

Fri, 15 May 2009 11:58:51 GMT

Being single, it's not really as bad as we seem to think it is. I mean seriously, think of all the positives. When you are single you don't have to feel the need to sit around the telephone all day and wait for his call. When you are single you don't have to worry about how the relationship's going or if it looks like a break up day.

I mean yeah, it sure as hades would be nice to snuggle up with that special someone on the couch. But heck, why not snuggle up on the couch with a good book or snuggle up on the couch with your stuffie and drink cocoa and watch CSI or your favorite movie? I wish I knew why we felt the need to date. It's such a waste of time and resources, it really is. Girls who are dating are usually more depressed than single girls, now tell me where the rub is in that one.

I dunno I think there's something to be said about the good old thing called courting/group dating. I would rather be in a large group and get to know a bunch of people than to be alone with someone and possibly get my heart ripped out of my chest.

Meh. Who knows.

sigh of relief

Thu, 14 May 2009 21:00:30 GMT

Everything is alright now. We're friends, it's cool. I feel bit awkward he says he doesn't that's kay. It's gonna take time, but it's good to know that the blood between us is clear.

It's terribly sad when...

Mon, 04 May 2009 06:14:33 GMT

It's terribly sad when even my friends who are your friends think that I'm better off without you. So why did we even start in the first place? I just don't understand.

Hey.

Mon, 04 May 2009 01:02:33 GMT

Guess what, I don't care! God will provide all I need, obviously, you were not in the plan for the future. Guess what, that is okay with me. I don't want a guy who considers me a whore anyway, because through God I am a new creation and I am pure and beautiful in his eyes. He is constantly making me Lilly White! He makes me more beautiful than you could ever imagine and he will find me a guy who is handsome and pure in HIM. :]]] I know that he is the only one who can make things right. He will provide. :] Praise the lord! [:

Pure - Superchick

Mon, 04 May 2009 00:58:21 GMT

Pure Lyrics

This is my brand new day starting now
I let go the things that weigh me down
And rob me of the beauty thats to be found
And life all around
And this is my prayer without ceasing, the negative releasing
And as i rise above, my burden is easing

I bring the pure flow like water around
The rocks of life won't pull me down
I bring the pure flow, drink so deep
The river of life, my soul at ease
I bring the pure flow like water around
The rocks of life won't pull me down
I bring the pure flow, rising above
The storms of life to live and love

This is my brand new day in the light
Troubles rising up on the left and the right
I keep my eyes fixed on where i want to go, the rest will follow
And this is my prayer without ceasing, the negative releasing
And as i rise above my burden is easing

I bring the pure flow like water around
The rocks of life won't pull me down
I bring the pure flow, drink so deep
The river of life, my soul at ease
I bring the pure flow like water around
The rocks of life won't pull me down
I bring the pure flow, rising above
The storms of life to live and love

This is my brand new day starting now
Letting go of the ways that i fall down
The old can be made new, the lost can be found, the lost will be found
And this is my prayer without ceasing, the negative releasing
And as i rise above my burden is easing

I bring the pure flow like water around
The rocks of life won't pull me down
I bring the pure flow, drink so deep
The river of life, my soul at ease
I bring the pure flow like water around
The rocks of life won't pull me down
I bring the pure flow, rising above
The storms of life to live and love

My soul is at ease and i am free
My soul is at ease and i am free
This is my day, my soul is at ease and i am free
(and i am free, and i am free)

I bring the pure flow like water around
The rocks of life won't pull me down
I bring the pure flow, drink so deep
The river of life, my soul at ease
I bring the pure flow like water around
The rocks of life won't pull me down
I bring the pure flow, rising above
The storms of life to live and love